When you see something and you actually feel physically sick. You feel like you’re being dunked by a wave and can’t catch your breathe. Then all of a sudden every insecurity you’ve ever had about yourself comes rushing back like a wave and you feel like your being dunked all over again. You feel like you’re still not good enough. Never have been and never will be.
When you have something that’s so precious and you feel like you’re going to ruin it with all your insecurities. You don’t want to but you feel like it’s inevitable and you’ve seen it happen before